So I have been sitting here reflecting on what the last nearly six months has meant to me. I certainly can't say its been easy by any stretch of the imagination - however what I can say it has been EPIC!
In bite sizes:
- Launched my first Satori Experience Event
- Travelled to Nepal and Tibet
- Sold my house
- Sold my car
- Let go of all my worldly belongings
- Moved back to London
- Picked up around 6 kgs of weight
- Met some life changing people
- Went to Base Camp of Mount Everest
- Had a lot of hands on Healing
- Completed Reiki Level 2
So not a lot really!!!!! Interesting when you start to pay attention and you recap on even just a few days ago or months its amazing what you see. In essence it has been life changing on of course a practical level but also on a emotional level.
Letting go of my home and worldly goods was not that hard however the after affect of it has been unexpected. For instance all that hard work and what do I have to show for it.....type of thoughts creep in. Well frankly I am SO much happier not being "plugged in" to the illusion that I owned my house - because of course the bank does until you pay it off in full. Amazing how you can actually live your life without all the material trappings and very comfortably too - quite liberating!! How much "stuff" that is just emotional neediness that we accumulate and then get sentimental about objects when actually the experience is in us not because of the object. So letting go, throwing out, sharing and destroying all that was taking up space, emotionally, physically and egotistically attached to me has been amazing.
So now where does that leave me...............the assumption by friends has been ok well you sold your nice house and furniture so you must be in the money! Well no not quiet the whole story. Amazing how people presume to know your life. I came out with £8.17 and that was a winner! With the market as it is and the costs of selling a house - around £10k I was happy to just walk away. So financially its back to basics as lucky for me I do not have all the associated costs anymore! Yay! Just rent where ever I chose to stay, and other basic costs phone etc. More investment therefore for my business and travel - my real passions!!
So with a few boxes, my cat Boots and all the worldly goods I have left I am now sharing a beautiful house with a lovely friend, in a great location (back in London) and honestly feel like a new person. Boots is delighted and really settled in as I think the energy in my old house was not great for him - well I know it wasn't. Even with him having to get used to a dog - he is much happier and more settled here than he ever was before. So am I x
All in all a very liberating, challenging, emotional and cleansing experience! Now what is more important is how I design the next chapter of my wonderful life. More travel, going to Nepal and Tibet again in October with my business, The Satori Experience - www.thesatoriexperience.com and planning another adventure for April to Hawaii next year. Of course I have to visit it first to make sure the venue etc. is right ;-)!!! At the same time I now have the head space and location to start looking after my health as there is more walking to do, a beautiful forest to investigate and of course the lovely summer weather to enjoy - well when summer actually starts that is.
Its all good in my world at the moment. Its simple, going with the flow and giving me the space and time to just be.
I am one very lucky lady!!!! xxx
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